i have never talked to her more than once or twice and never about anything of substance, never made an attempt. as my senior year of high school comes to a close i regret being such a lovesick idiot of a boy and not having the guts to say anything to the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. she's only a sophomore, but her wit is sharp and she knows what she wants in life...which is so admirable.

jeeze there are so many things i wish i could say to her right this second

i mean, conclusively, i am terrified to talk to her for the fear that i'll screw something up...but I'm going to do it anyway

so i guess the only thing worth saying here is that Emily, I think love you