Y.,

i don't know you like i know him

i know he secretly likes diet coke, and always eat too much when he's nervous, i know he talks in his sleep and takes possession of all the blanket, i know that his eyes are brighter blue when he's happy, i know he won't admit he's hurt, even though it's killing him and he will only cry infront of people he trust, i know it makes him happy when you listen very carefully when it's about cars, and when a very shiny expensive car drives by he smiles when he hears the engine running, and he likes it when you're smiling too, i know he only tease people he likes, i know how his kisses feel when he's mad or sad or happy, ...

the list goes on and on, i know it are only a few silly things

but the problem is..
i don't feel the need to discover those things from you..

and that,
that isn't a good sign

i'm sorry

-- N.