you're smart and musical and funny and friendly and so nice and the more I think about you the more I realize that you're everything I want in a boy.

but even though it isn't public on every social networking site I know you have her and even though I suspect she doesn't like you quite as much as you like her I know that's probably just me distorting things out of a hope that refuses to die

because in my dream last night you were still with her and I was with someone else who I didn't even know and somehow you noticed me and then it seemed like we were going to actually really finally be together and that hope seemed so much more real for the splinters of a few minutes

and then I woke up. 

and today I have to go see you at band where I know you're only being friendly to me because you're the kind of guy who spreads sunshine wherever he goes.

you make me smile.

she smiles all the time anyway.

I'm going to try my best to move on because I can't stand being jealous, it feels like I'm trying to jinx it and even if somehow you two broke up you like her so much and I would hate to see you so sad.

so keep it up. you two are cute together. I'm glad you're happy.

bring her sunshine.