dear you,

last year i told your best friend that i liked you. it took him minutes to tell everyone else.. including you. i didn't care though. you were one of my best friends. you made me laugh and smile ridiculously. we had fun together.

after you found out, we didn't talk for a couple of days. we got back in the swing of things the next week and pretended like nothing happened, and it was fine. when we weren't outside of school, everything was great. but deep down it was obvious that i still had feelings for you and it was driving us apart.

this summer, i got over you. clearly, you didn't like me back but everyone said you just weren't brave enough to make a move. everyone said we'd be a perfect couple. why couldn't you see it? i wasn't planning on waiting around forever.

then, i saw you again this year. at lunch. and we made eye contact. in those seconds, i fell in love with you again. you're unintentionally hilarious and you're brilliantly smart and you kind of have that you're-so-awkward-it's-endearing thing going on for you.

if you like me, ask me to homecoming. i still like you. i think we could work.