T,

 im sorry nothing real happened between us

im sorry i was suh an idiot

im sorry for all those times we both felt like dying

im sorry we never gonna see eachother again

im sorry i never spoke up

im sorry for all those times you started walking towards me and i ran like a child

im sorry for all the times you wrote things online.. like when you said you were  ''lonely'' and i did nothing but reply to my computer screen

im sorry for breaking your heart

im sorry for breaking my heart

but mostly im sorry for me.. cause i'll never get to know what it would have been to be with you.

and that will forever haunt me and kill me.. im so fucking sorry